My black star to SnaiLords

Well this was a really long page  
i actually had this one black star for a really long time and thought "maybe i should just finally get over it." Even though my younger self thinks of this as a horrible memory theres another side of myself that think "it could of been worse...and besides i got a few things out of it." This was when i was 10? The interesting thing was that i use to roam a lot around the internet and there was this one site i signed up when i was into GaiaOnline. I wonder what website it was.... Well, after all of this i remembered i signed up on this site when i found it again a year later (funny thing was i was into naruto and invader zim..so dat fandom). Then, after i talked to people on the site for a while someone asked me if i drew at all. I thought to myself "maybe i should post some pics up." AND THUS ALL OF THIS HAPPENED. Either way i wanted to finally draw about this and the black start contest gave me an excuse to actually write/ draw it out. I was finished earlier but writing tho...cannot english   . Anyway, i dont expect to win at all because there are other marvelous artists who most likely poured their emotions into their drawings and i really hope they win.  Best of luck to the others and thanks so much for reading. :3
SnaiLords

Update: I saw her again after years taking a SAT test. What a coincidence lol...then again working with my friend in an icecream shop. WHY DID KNOW THIS WASNT THE LAST TIME ID SEE HER (she goes to another school and lives somewhere else so seeing her again near my area was weird /goes and lays down)