CuernosBeste

Ill be doing a livestream in 5 min. Im not doing picarto though since i found an easier program to use normal livestream. First part im gonna be hearing creepypasta stories then ill hear music if i get scared ill just hear music haha;; www.livestream.com/hornedbeast (Plus im showing my face??)

Trying to find artists you watced a long time ago and probably talked to is like trying to play Russian roulette with art.

well i just wanted to say thanks to those who followed me on DA for a really long time... im guessing since i was in middle school? Now realizing im 16 i dont really know what else to do on DA..ill still post art..here and there.. iguess. Being on here for 5 years has really helped me a lot. I'm happy that i improved a lot in my drawing... wish i could show how much ive improved but i have such a massive art block i don't know how really...and there isn't many people who would comment.. only like 2 guys...but i guess im happy to have at least a few who stick with me. Especially the way i haven't been on on DA...Saying sorry isn't really gonna bring all my old friends to talk to me anyway... most of them became popular or aren't even on here anymore. So just sitting here wont help much. Makes me feel like what ive been doing these few years...really what have i been doing?

i know i havent been on for like 3 months or more but i got reasons...i think
not many people miss me on here anyway so i didn't bother going on and if anyone has seen last month my grandmother passed away (bless her soul) and my family has had a bit of problems with other cousins and uncles as well
like we dont know whether or not an uncle of mine who lives in mexico is dead too. My mom thinks hes dead ebcause my sisters saw a dark figure in the house
you know when you see things through your windows and like theres nobody in the house you freak out. Well my sisters and their boyfriends all got soem knives and shit to see if it was a robber....there was nobody there but the lights where on. It was creepiest thing that has ever happened to us. Ever sinece my grandma died weird shit has been happening and some of my cousins has seen that weird shit. Anyway things have been rough around here. I mean ive been drawing just havent been posting here :I since my computer wont let me into deviantart even though i use to go all the time on it. I might have to buy virus free thing. (ok i gotta stop talking) anyway i might start a new account next month when i ever have the time since this one is dead already :I
some new stufff has happened as well
barely dyed my hair (which is a new experiences for me)
i don't people on here anymore since they changed their accounts name which is why im freaking out a bit
im not sure what school im going to but if i do choose i might graduate at age 16 or 17
i still keep practicing on my art even after all this time
and im not still sad about my grandmother i just hope shes in peace

i thought i was back when my laptop got fixed but now its done the same thing it did last time im not sure if its when it updates or when i just put information on it ( i didnt even put that many things on it i swear)
i just hope my uncle doesnt get mad at me again he paid 200+ to fix it im not going to make him pay more i mean its the exact he paid for i just cant believe a new laptop like this would act like such a old worn out i mean i barely had it for a year and this is the 3rd time im thankful i have a old computer my sisters let me keep but even this computer cant handle that very much (atleast it can handle more than the laptop) ive had this for years (well my sisters and even uncle) and still hasnt gave up on me just makes me wonder if if dell laptops that are bad :/ and finally getting a tablet isisnt helping atleast i get to use it but now i cant play PC games since this old one cant handle new games and believe me i tried to download mabinogi which uses up a bit of memory i tried for it to download but it wont do plus the internet has been going crazy at day but at night it hasnt (curios?) last time i had mabinpgi it use to freeze my computer i might have to fix this old one and fix the new one (not gonna pay 200 again) if it cant be fixed without money then just gonna trash it
if anyone can tell me how to fix it please note me!
problem are that it use to go diagnosed that there was a problem now it wont start up at all
also i wont be here very much because of my problems on DA if anyone wants to keep track of me heres my tumblr firewolfinfinity.tumblr.com/
and my tumblr art hornedwolfinfinite.tumblr.com/